sudden struck!!!
unexpectedly unexpected....
so many unpredictable tings came and hit
me at once...
and im all tied down!!!
how i wish fear will fall and courage will rise..
Life..is it all abt fate?? destiny?? karma??
i believed tat these tings that happened was
predestined in my life...
and wat is done can't be undone...
times flies reali fast...
its nearly 2 weeks tat my granma's elder sister passed away...
i realli missed her so much...
memories of us still linger in my head...
n i can still feel d grief...
well,i pray tat she will rest in peace...
amin...
my thoughts gettin more scattered wif another tingy
tat came and smacked me down....
i noe tat things wont come easy in life...
everyone has their own stuffs to get done,
bz wif thier werk,lots of tings to do....
time...its all wat we nid...
its reali time consuming....
but it seems tat tings get so crazy,
living life get hard to do...
its one ting to dissapoint myself,but i dun
wanna dissapoint others too...
making their life more miserable...
sumtyme i do feel tat im pathetic..
keepin everytink to urself.
Tellin urself tat everytink is ok but the truth
is u're not ok...
realising tis truth u tell urself to dissapear
from his life so tings wouldnt get complicated...
if u feel tat im neglected u,im sorry...
im already bellowed all my lows...
wen tyme is rite,i got to do wat im suppose to do...
goshh...im juz wanna be blunt here...
oh ya...at tis point of tyme,
i missed my bro soooo much...
whu hv been away for a week, marine trainning
at south china sea...will always pray for ur safety bro...
my life sooo very d takkecohdotcom tau...
n jeles u noe, c aak n idah fight2...
nk join dorg,tk gerek ar...tk best..
so bro,come back soon aite...
bleh kite cari psal n gadoh ari2...
n u be my punching bag again...yeshie.. ;p
received a news tat paklang was admitted to hospital ..
but wat was shocking us is tat he hv been ther
for 3 days...n was operated...
his urat dlm perot terbelit...wuushh..
gosh paklang,y lah tk blang kiter smua...
we all noe tat u dosent want to burden us esp nenek
bt tis is reali a serious matter..
lucky his fwen called home,asked abt his condition
or else we wudnt noe abt tis at all...
nw he hv been discharged...
hope he will get well soon...
ooppss,before i forget,
to my dearest adek aka acong,
epi 12th belated bdae...
best wishes to u...
hutang dulu ar dek...hehehe