~ silence in life ~
sumtymes i juz couldnt understd,
why is it anything great that came into my life always get taken away?
sumtymes i wondered,
why when u realised you were doing well,
sumone must come along and hurt you..
frankly,it hurts me so much...
dosent mean i kept myself silent,im agreed to everythings u said,
for everythings thats goin on...
i juz cant be bothered to be part in this shitty game...
thus,i ignored n choose to remain silent coz i dosent
wanna things getting more complicated...
indeed,i noe,when sumthing important goin on,silence is a LIE...
but it seems that the longer i kept myself shut,
things getting worst..getting more complicated..
making my life miserable n frustrated...
n all these while,im suffering in silence....
now,i shud stand up n stop all these shitty crappy tingy...
hypocripsy shuts me off
never regaining my respect no more...
all these that happened is a big craps for me....
why,when im doin well...
enjoying n happily leading my life,
u guys appeared one after another...
juz what the hell u guys wants...?
giving me ur ruthless action n attitute,
im even more dissapointed wif u guys...
after what u left behind,
after you lift high up n then dropped me...
after the crucial tyme im goin thru,
n now wat? simply coming back to me
and to welcome you guys
with my arms wide open?
ahahacckss...dream on lah...
i stil hv my pride n dignity...
i dun wanna take any consequences this tyme round...
juz let me hv my own life...
why must i bumped into u n ur idoitic fwens..
making fool out of urself...
silly n shameless people...
why must u bring back those memories...
why must u you haunting me back...
why must u pestering me wif those stupid qns...
by right,u noe d ans...
seriously,im sick n tired of this...
i dun need ur sympathy
i dun need ur attentions
i dun need your gratitude
and mostly i dun need YOU!!!
back in my life,again...
coz i had enuff of the pains ...
i got no idea when will this game ever end...
if only i could poured it out...
but i dun wanna become a burden to my sidekicks...
every1 is bz wif their own stuffs n their owns probs...
so let it be lah...try my best to handle it...
god,lead me to the right path...
seriously,after wat you put me thro,
i dun hold a grudges on you...
whatever u think,
whatever u say,
u dun determine my life
cause i can have it my way...
my own way!!!
and to my dearest babe,
kinda we're in d same boat...
i noe its hard on you to hold on alone...
bt i do believe you will put this thru...
coz u're a brave gal...
never be revengeful coz whats goes ard,comes ard
and the forces of karma will do it just...
and to kamal,thanks bro....
p/s: i missed my darlin babes badly...
aLways....