// Halfway down the sky. //
Its 1am in the morning, I cannot sleep as usual and so here I am.
I should not be too hard and type just whatever that comes deep
from my heart.
I know and I do believe that life not always comes easy.
But on some days, that's just all I need to get by with.
Life is fluid. I didn't ask it to be over, but then again,
I never asked for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life.
As some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance.
But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.
Likewise, we're trying, trying too hard. Maybe the timing beating
our hearts. Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, I always
said that I am gonna make it. Theres a lots of things I understand.
And theres a lots of things I don't want to know. Im relieved, Im relaxed,
I will get over with it, I told myself. When I begin to cry, its gonna
be alright, its gonna be okay, I remind myself.
I know that you're not perfect. Nor I claim to be either.
But believe me, all I want us to met for a reason and all I
want the reason to be important. All I want it to be bigger
than us. I want it to take over us.
I hate those moment where you realised time passes by you like a blur.
All the miles that separate and since last I saw your face.
But the miles keep rolling. And I hope it gets better as we go.
Because you used to be there for me.
Because you used to make me laugh.
Because you used to make me feel better about myself.
Because you used to give me things to look forward to.
And all because I used to not know what I would do without you. :(
My mind is on overdrive and running wild now.
The thought of not be able to cope is more depressing.
The thought of being away is more unbearable!
But then again, the situation might just change. And you will never know.
And it's time I need to off it, relax and float down stream. No. It's not dying.