// Another day to sing about magic, that was you and me.. //

2009-08-31T20:47:00.003+08:00

// All stuffed with laughter. //

It's definitely been some of the sweetest weekend.
Life can be nice sometimes. Saturday with the clans and Sunday with the family.
Both days, I had a good time. Met dearest bf for Iftar together at Ayam Penyek Ria,
which to our surprised, there was such a long queue. But, as I was so thoughtful
of this gonna happened whatsmore its weekend, I decided to make a reservation.
Afterwhich, we headed to search for my heels for Raya. I must say, bf was being
patience with me as we get to one shop after another but in the end, I bought
barely nothing. Great isn't it? Though the shoe hunt was over for that day,
we had another hunt for my muffins. As we were at ION, we search the whole
basement 2 for it. There was lots of food stall and there's only 1 bakery shop,
and it's the last two muffin left. Of course I grab it lah. And yes, we headed to
Teh Tarik Yishun with the rest of the clans. We were discussing about our
short gateway this coming October and we have settled for Bangkok. Due
to certain circumstances, it had to be cancelled and had to settle with
other destination then. Oh I must say, we had a good talks, laughs,
good time together.

Sunday, was another quality time with the beloved family.
Marsya was not well and not looking gd but the moment she saw me
at the door, she quickly crawls over to the door and was grinning away.
She is so sweet. As usual, I bully her despite of her condition. Hehe..
Oh yes, Mum is truly superwoman. She managed preparing spread
of good foods, Chilli crabs, Mee Bandung, Sardine puffs, Mutton curry,
pineapple juice in less than three hours, all alone. Superb. Besides,
Air Katira from Masjid An-Nur, variety of assorted brownies and choc
eclairs. Gosh, marvellous! Even Marsya did have the Marble cheese
brownie too hokey. And I shall drag bf, no matter what over to Woodland
Loop to upstock the brownies. I bet he will never regret this. Afterwhich,
we had a tailoring with Marsya for her mini baju kurung. Hehe.. I can't
wait to see her in that. Throughout the day, Daddy and me keep on teasing
Big Bro till he got fed up. Pity him but padan muka dier. Hahaha...
All in all, we had a good quality time together.

// With my baby cupcake. //

// Showing off her teeth-less in Bj Kurung. //

// Marble Cheese Brownie. This is truly, heavenly man. //

// I tell you, the choc filling is so rich. //

// Tadaa.. Marsya with her notepad and both her Aunties. //

See, we had a good good day. ('',)
Thanks love.

2009-08-24T17:15:00.001+08:00

// Sunshine. //

Yesterday, was braking fast at Nenek's place together with the beloved family.
Though not all is around but I must say it was fun being with them.
From the big hug and kisses, the big loud laughs, the grinning widely smile,
the sparkling eyes from Nenek mostly, the old lame jokes and teasing with
fellow rascals, the never ending gossiping, the big uttering conversation,
the spread of good delicious foods, a fight football matches, a never ending
gossiping, the busy Mummies 'tapau' the foods till the last goodbye for the day.
To sum up, we had a tremendously great time together.

Earlier on the day was fetching SIL from work and was on the way
to Yishun, as being Marsya, she was super duper hyperactive.
Can't even sit still for a moment in the car. Besides disturbing her
Daddy who's driving, poking her Mummy's nose and dirty Mummy's new
bag, biting and pulling off her Aunty's long hair and being such, she just
won't stop. That's just Marsya for now. Grumpy girl.

As for now, just let the picture do the talk hokey.

// Aunty and Marsya, that's always frowning. //

// Told ya, a camera freaks. //

// With some of the spread of good foods. Yummyzz. //

// The rascals that was just so LOUD. //

// Now, this is my favourite, always. //

// The first car ride lesson with Daddy. //

// Coping with the lesson still. //

// And that's the hon my dear Marsya, just don't play with it anyhow, anytime u like. //

Till then, selamat berbuka people.
Can't wait to have the air Kathira later. :)

2009-08-23T16:06:00.002+08:00

// Day 2. //

Attandance is compalsary.
Preparations of spread of good foods is ready.

And mostly,
A big feast tonight. Yay!!!

See you all tonight rascals. I can't wait. I can't wait. =)

Time checked : 4.13pm, have to get Marsya ready.

2009-08-22T16:56:00.003+08:00

// Tutti-Frutti. //

Yesterday was another good day spent with the bf, enjoying our leisurely walk.
No, nothing special he did. Just the presence of him, I guess. Since we seldom
meets each other and the fact that he, being a busy freak, and yesterday just
to be next to him, talking, giggling, sharing, teasing each other, being fools
and mostly being himself by my side, had always made my day, making me
feel better and special in his own way. Cause on somedays, it's not always
come easy but that's just all I need to get by.

Today, first day of Ramadhan. First day of fasting. And what better way
to welcome it than to NOT wake up this morning for Sahur?
Tired and sleepy lah. Also, I am not a morning eater. I could rarely
eat breakfast. Rare. Did I ever mention that I loves baking, cooking,
experimenting on foods? Oh yes, I do likes a lot especially anything
to do with cookies and pastry. I guess this year I shall take up the job
and makes kueh raya for the coming festive season. And just now,
I did four trays of fruits jelly again just for the family. On top, I feel
like having noodles for iftar later on. So I get ready the ingredients
and starts cooking. Just the final garnishing that needs to be done.
Anyway, Cubby just called and told me that he might be having cheese
mushroom roti john and briyani for iftar later.
Yes, so nice and yet so indulging sey b.

Eh, I can smell my Mee Hongkong gravy is coming up now.
One more hour before I can finally taste how does it looks like now.
So tempting, so appealing. But then again, it may just taste awful.

Can someone get me Air kathira, so tasty yet so expensive drink
specially at Masjid An-nur, anyone?

Ok, time's up.
Selamat Berpuasa and Selamat Berbuka people =)

2009-08-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

// Still standing on. //

Regardless of the preoccupied works and on top of the murals designs,
I am still standing.

Regardless of the not spending much time with the fellow sidekicks and clans,
missing them hell much, I am still standing.

Regardless of the internet connection hassle lately, and the fact that I am
way too tired to update, I am still standing.

Regardless of the busy bf managing his work, school, projects and therapy,
and the fact that we seldom met for quite sometimes, I am still standing.

Regardless of the toothache that I am bearing the pains for weeks or so,
I am still standing.

And regardless of these circumstances, I am standing still.

On the other note, I saw my younger Sis, Idah came home with holding a white
envelope on her hand and came to look at it, I was smiling away, (rolls eyes).
Seeing the so very familiar logo on it, I was surprised that Idah got herself
that certificate too. And that moment, I remembered that all my siblings own
those certs too from kotak merah. Okay, it's the SCDF cert by the way.
She completed the modules and was awarded the Community Emergency
Programme Course with them. Whereas Aak and me obtained the Basic Skills
Course during our NPCC days. As for my elder bro, completing the course in the
police force. To think about it, its kinda interesting and funny we do have the certs.
In any way or another, we are mentally prepared incase any unexpected
situation arise. Hahaha.. Ok, it's not I am being rude or something but that is
what I emphasize CD as kotak merah. Don't ask me why or how, it's a clear version
on how I interpret them. No offends for those of you in the force, ya.

And looking at time, how I do wish I could slow things up cause there's
just too many things I have yet to do. How fast the clock ticks nowdays.
Sooner, we'll celebrating Ramadhan this Saturday which means, it's
fasting month. Waahh.. soo soooo fast. Speaking of which, seems that
Iz and I have lose bets with who else, my dearest bf, Cubby. We owe him
big appetite but with one condition, he must fasting for the whole month
without misses a day this year. Okay b, deal? ;p

Ok, I have yet to get going with my work still. Till then,
take care, be in good health and nytez folkz!
('',)

2009-07-22T23:47:00.003+08:00

// Take it away. //

Was in a foul mood today. Maybe due to the overdrive with loads of
occupying wk, tiredness and with things that happened today. First of
all, it's just a great relief knowing that everyone is safe. Thank god!
Received a call from my bro and it makes my blood shoots up and scared
the wits out of me when he told me that his car met with accident just now
when his family was on the way back home on the junction at the traffic
. light. It was on the red light, when all of the sudden a big loud bang hit back
of his car and what really terrified me, Marsya was there too. A motorcycle
hit them from behind. He mentioned that the motorcycle was badly
damaged but luckily the rider is not injured just suffered a few scratches.
All in all to know everyone is safe that, it's Alhamdullilah.

On top of that, I was pissed off with this friend of mine, giving away my
hp no to someone who's totally a stranger to me without my consent.
Its my privacy hokey. Can't you just respect that, idiot? I hate receiving
oxycrew calls and say, " Hello, I'm bla..bla.. I saw you and can I get to know you? "
It sounds pathetic man! Seriously, I got no time to entertain this kinda craps.
I don't give a damn, I don't give a freaking damn. Call me action, call me
selfish or whatsoever. I just don't bother to care anyway. Its my
LIFE, I'm talking here. So to those idiotic one, please get a life
and don't even care to bother mine. Shooshh, go away!

Earlier on this afternoon, went to visit Paklong over at Alexandra hosp.
He's doing good and look much healthier. Speaking of which, things get
on my nerve when these extremely unconsiderate and bloody people who
have no brains at all. Call yourself a nurse but you just got no bloody
thought. Where is your self awareness, initiative gone to? A simple job
you can't even care, I wonder how you treats the patients still. Daddy was
pushing granny on her wheelchair entering the lift while I was pressing
the button from outside. With so many nurses inside and not even one
help holding it when I entered it and the door closes halfway and hit me
and my granny's wheelchair too. I was so freaking mad that I yelled,
" Hello, you can't see and can't even hold the button isit??" I was so fed
up with their ignorance, I tell you. And when the lift reaches and opened,
those bloody people dashed out without giving any helping hand despite
seeing Daddy have to sizing the wheelchair whatsmore with the small
spaces. Once again, I shouted "bloody stupid nurses" with awry, anger!
I am not trying to make this issue big but c'mon if you can't even care
to help as a individuals, why be a nurse then? Don't even think you can
contribute to the citizens, but you all just don't care. Is it so hard just to
took a bit of resistance and effort upfront to step up and help but
unfortunately these people are just selfish. Go to hell la, you morons!
I wonder why these peoples exist in the first place.

On the brighter note, Kamal was helping me out together brainstorming
about the conductive designs and ideas for the upcoming practical.
If not, I might have still whinning and stucked with it up to now.
Thanks, buddy. Okay meal will be on me lah. :)

Anyway, goodnight folks!

2009-07-21T00:50:00.004+08:00

// Twenty-three candles. //

July fourteen : The day I turned 23 years old. Alhamdullilah.
Okay, this post may be late but this is truly special and meaningful to me.
So, who cares.

I must say, my birthday was a blast and was deliriously happy throughout.
indeed with my fellow friends and loved ones there for me. Right from the start,
surprises after another. Rizal appear at the entrance door with a big cake and sang
out loud the traditional birthday song, followed by the rest and for goodness sake,
infront of the crowds.

Another surprised from the girlfriends with my ever waiting Durian cake
from the one and only Emicakes. Thanks babe.

And the sidekicks as usual. With the small celebrations that always surprised me.

And most of all, a big, No. Huge surprised from the dearest bf. Oh boy,
despite having the knee operation due to his ligament tear and meniscus
injury and with bearing the pains, he still spare his time all the way from home
to Novena with crutches and taking public transport despite of his current condition
to be there on my birthday. Thou he didn't mention of his pain and difficulties to
walk around, I do know of mild and onset pain despite the swelling too. I simply
watched he grimace as we walk. He kept turned his head and smile at me. The
truth didn't come easy but at that moment, I knew that this is the boy
I felt in love with. And on the other hand too, it's double celebration for me.

Our journey thus far, and many more to October fourteen to comes.

You got me?

Happy 8th, love!

Once again, thanks to all my dearest for making my day with a wide smile.
=)

2009-06-11T17:29:00.001+08:00

// God made the world. //

Gods made the world with towering trees,
majestic mountains and restless sea, then paused and said,
It needs one more thing, someone to laugh and dance and sing,
to walk in the woods and gather the flowers, to commune with
nature in quite hours. And God made cute little girls,
she will fill our lives with sunshine and our hearts with love.

Happy turning 6 months my dearest Marsya.

Love,
Auntie M ('',)

2009-06-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

// Feet off the ground. //

What happened yesterday drove me to the point of delirium,
scaring the wits out of me. Please don't say that again, love.
I had a little glimpse of what we felt today.
And God knows I wouldn't want the feeling to last.

There are moments in life when you'll feel as though you're loving like you never did.
And right as I softly touched your cheek and look deeply in your eyes,
I had one of those. Lets hope it will always be that way.

And taking Jordin Spark's advice in strike, one step at a time.

See you in few days, love :)

2009-06-04T01:13:00.003+08:00

// Halfway down the sky. //

Its 1am in the morning, I cannot sleep as usual and so here I am.
I should not be too hard and type just whatever that comes deep
from my heart.

I know and I do believe that life not always comes easy.
But on some days, that's just all I need to get by with.
Life is fluid. I didn't ask it to be over, but then again,
I never asked for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life.
As some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance.
But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.

Likewise, we're trying, trying too hard. Maybe the timing beating
our hearts. Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, I always
said that I am gonna make it. Theres a lots of things I understand.
And theres a lots of things I don't want to know. Im relieved, Im relaxed,
I will get over with it, I told myself. When I begin to cry, its gonna
be alright, its gonna be okay, I remind myself.
I know that you're not perfect. Nor I claim to be either.
But believe me, all I want us to met for a reason and all I
want the reason to be important. All I want it to be bigger
than us. I want it to take over us.

I hate those moment where you realised time passes by you like a blur.

All the miles that separate and since last I saw your face.
But the miles keep rolling. And I hope it gets better as we go.
Because you used to be there for me.
Because you used to make me laugh.
Because you used to make me feel better about myself.
Because you used to give me things to look forward to.
And all because I used to not know what I would do without you. :(

My mind is on overdrive and running wild now.
The thought of not be able to cope is more depressing.
The thought of being away is more unbearable!
But then again, the situation might just change. And you will never know.

And it's time I need to off it, relax and float down stream. No. It's not dying.

2009-06-02T14:45:00.002+08:00

// Speed Track. //

JUNE!
How time move as the same pace that it always has.
Yet it constantly surprises me by how swiftly it passes.
Now that I am halfway mark, it make sense to take stock
of my life and plan for the rest of my life to be for the sake
of body and soul. Life as you see, there is just so much more
that yet to be done and that the fact things don't always go
the way we planned. And I do believe we should make
adjustment in our life and work it out better.
Such, I will bring mine into life.

Anyway, yesterday's interview went smoothly and my
heart didn't lie with a fight. All i can say, it's really okey
besides the hussle and lost I had way before the interview.
Thanks friends for all the wishes. :)

2009-05-25T19:28:00.001+08:00

// Bring on the night. //

So yesterday, we finally made our trip to Island Creamery.
Suprisingly gd mudpie followed by a fine dinner and awesome
live performance. How I wish we could be with each other on
weekdays instead of crappy old weekends where every streets
and corner is congested with every moron who unfortunely also
has a place in this world.

Anyway, thanks for making me feel better.
No, there was nothing special you did.
Just the presence of you i guess.

All in all, I had a gd weekend. It's been awhile
Thanks, love. :)

2009-05-16T15:45:00.002+08:00

// Random. //

It ain't easy in life. Just when you're expected life horizon
to be lined with shiny and happy times, the world takes out its trials
and tribulations on your fresh, nubile heart. It hurts, but never mind,
that's what it is for. In fact, it's what it made for.

The stars are crashing through and I want everything with you, and
believe or not, they mean everything bit of it.

2009-05-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

// There, stands the greatest! //

So yesterday, we gathered and celebrated Mother's Day with all the
other mummies over at my uncle's place. It's been a traditional
celebration, I must say beside the usual birthdays that we used to had.
With the usual clans, we had a little celebration for the Mums.

As this was also a new beginning for SIL in the 'motherhood' lives,
Marsya, too all prepared to give her Mummy a surprised too.
All in all, it's more than just a Mother's Day celebration for us.
And dearest Mummies, there's no more word to express our
gratitude towards your unconditionally love and care.
Thank you, Mum! :)

// My greatest pillar. //

// The mummies. //

// One love. //

And on top of that,

Anyway, happy turning 5 months my darling, Marsya!

Love,
Aunty M.

2009-05-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

// Quick update. //

Where am I going now? The clock continues ticking.
I am still standing here.It's a long way down but everything turns
to the way it should. Thank god! And let it be a passing phase.

Besides knowing that I've long enough not updating my blog,
and not relating to it, I miss you, love! A little more than I should.

2009-04-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

// Round Midnight. //

I wanna speak louder than words.
To show you how I feel, keep me running wild.

Anyway, miss you love! I missed my girlfriends and Marsya too.

Good thing, Iz now safely in Laos. Have fun babe! :)

2009-03-30T00:50:00.001+08:00

// Hard with a Wrench. //

I am still here.
Have been pretty sullen and quiet the entire day.
I am busy lately with so many stuffs coming up ahead. I can't wait
all to be over. Hence I jolly well know that it will never end coming in.
Seasons are changing again. Frustrations, worked out and restless
beyond. I feel so freaking unsettled. Guess I need to turn off your
mind, relax and float down stream.

Goodness, I misses my gfs soo much!
Right now, Ana in Melbourne.
Iz will be going away for Laos soon.
Nab still stuck up in Dubai and have been gone too long.
And Kamal just got back from Jakarta.

Wherever they are on the the globe,
I want them back cause I missed them damn much!

Time is running out, my days are spent.. and the clock continues ticking.

2009-03-11T15:54:00.000+08:00

// Cupcake. //

I am truly blessed with my little cupcake here.
She loves and aggravates me.

To the one that fill our lives with sunshine and our hearts with love,
Happy turning three months old dearest Marsya.

Your gift's on the way, darling. :)

2009-03-08T23:57:00.009+08:00

// Trutti Frutti //

My weekend was fantabulous.
For two days straight, I have been going out with family for a
strictly shopping jaunt. Daddy and Aak was not around as they
was working. Whenever we went out, there will always be something
that we will get for Marsya. Initially, the plan was getting Rifqi's
clothes and Idah's sneakers. Mum wouldn't just resist her temptation
whenever she saw something that caught her eyes. So does we.
At the end of the day, we entered Obaibi and came out with three
bags of Marsya's stuffs! Oh well, her Daddy was being smart of
saying to us that we shall go to Mothercare after that. Of which,we
didn't go lah as we know of his initial intention. Very clever ar you, Bro.

Just the other day, we were out with Iz and Ana. We practically
having so much fun together and acting silly and were loud everywhere.
Ana, was one of big fool that day, giving out strong vibes. Honestly,
I am just so attached to them whenever, whatever and wherever we
are. Though we are preoccupied with own doings and stuffs, we will
definitely rock it on whenever these clowns met up. And I wouldn't
trade them with anything else in this world. :)

// Look, just how Marsya's sleep.//

// Tiny winy little cupcake of mine. //

// She is good at looking at the camera you know. //

// She enjoyed sitting at the Exersauser. //

// Just wherever, always candid. //

// Marsya's being a very good girl that day. //

// Marsya told me that she wanted to pose with scooter. Lol //

It was definitely a good weekend.
Thanks, love. :)

2009-03-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

// Lullaby Baby. //

Hello everybody!

Move aside Auntie M. It's Marsya turn to takeover now.
Here I am updating about myself. Just me!
I know everyone have been asking about my progressions,
developments and such. Thanks for your concern.

Right now, I am pleased and happy leading my life. I must say that
I am super healthy baby. Like what my doctor told me that I'm overweight.
Yes! You heard it right. I don't blame Mummy for feeding me all the
times cause I am always feeling hungry at all times. I drank up to 8
bottles of milk everyday. Actually more. Besides, I also consumed 110g
of Heinz pureed pear n banana baby food everyday. Of course, it's delicious
and nutritious as well. I guess I should cut down on milk intake or else I'll
turned into heavyweight champion one day. And I don't want to hear
any complains from the doctor telling I should go for reformation or join
any baby turf club, if any. No, I don't wish either. Well actually, the main factor
that I am healthy baby is because I do lead a happy life as a infant for now.

I am lucky enough to have such a loving and supportive family around me
that always makes and also breaks my days and making smile.
I am truly grateful!

Now that Mummy and Daddy is back from their short gateaway,
I am already elated. A lesson learn for them indeed. Not to leave
this Princess again. However, I wanna say thanks to everyone who
have take good care of me throughout my stay. Anyway, I want to
take this opportunity specially to thank Oma, Auntie, Tante, Nenekyang
for taking good care of me during my stay though I giving them sudden
panicked and such.

So now, it's time for both Mummy and Daddy to make up for the
missing days together.

Shall we go to Toy’R’Us tomorrow or do some shopping, Mummy? :p

Now, let's just look at these picture instead.

// Auntie find it so cool making me look like a clown! //

// Please lah Auntie, enough of your nonsense lah. //

// Ooo.. I'm feeling sooo good... //

// How? Don't I look silly enough with the 'Shrek' on? Thanks eh Auntie! //

// M&M. Like they said, there's always M in everyone. Find yours. //

// See, we even fell asleep together. //

// SuperAuntie, enough said! //

Signing off,
Marsya Ryana.
Kisses and hug to all :)

2009-02-23T14:41:00.004+08:00

// Island of soul. //

So yesterday - there isn't a conclusion really, not even a cliffhanger.
What is, you can examine it a hundred times over and still
come to no answers. There's so much that I don't understand,
so much that seems like it should be explained, but at this point
they're things we have to realize for ourselves.
Even the questions can't be asked in words.
That aside.

Anyway, am contented and grateful to be with the circle of
peoples I have around me that are simply amazing!
Spending a lot of time together.
Doing things we like together.
Challenging the best scribble competition together.
Having a traditionally delectable toast and home-made coffee together.
Criticizing on the lecturer's lessons back and our disgusting habits back in school.
Sharing the Playdoh's experience together.
(Lia, I do understand your excitement at times. I used to
go crazy over it too. As I will always forced my Mum to get me
one whenever we entered the department store.)
And definitely end up the day with a gd supper.

I must say, it have been a great weekend.
Thanks for the being such a crankiness irritating fellows
all night along Kamal, Shah and Lia. I could not be happier.
Having all that, it is wonderful time spent altogether idiots! :)

2009-02-20T22:47:00.004+08:00

// Cocoa butter milk. //

So today me and my SIL spent a little time together at the kitchen.
When I say little, it means a little. It all got started when SIL was telling
me her first attempt baking and her esperiences and such. And as we
both likes baking, we decided why not we bake one as we do have the
ingredients around. So here we attempted to bake cocoa milo biscuit
brownie. We didn't turned down the kitchen upside down or make a
mess to it either. It is really easy and a simple baking. It just need
15 minutes of your time.

Save energy. Save cost. Save timing.

So here what we came up with. Don't you mind by the look.

Its the taste that matters. That's all!
Enough said, it was a success. Not bad for the first attempt. Lol! :)

2009-02-16T22:48:00.001+08:00

// In the spring. //

So yesterday- took bit of resistant and effortless to make the weekend
a quality time spent and I felt great relief after giving out strong vibes.
I wish we could be with each other on weekdays instead of crappy
weekend where every street and corner is congested with peoples.

The weekend go exactly as planned. We went to the Botanic Garden.
The hours spent, I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden,
a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. I watched you grimace
as you defeat your loses, trying to cheat over the game. Watching those
little kiddos running, hiding, crawling around the big green patch of land.
And having you around to finished up the foods as not to waste it.
You turned your head and smile at me. Sometime the truth didn't come easy.

// The big gate //

// The fountain that sings to its rhythm. //

// A distracted hand. //

// Father's unconditional love //

// Orchids at its blooms. //

// Family's day out //

He took her hand, and they took a long way.
And I had a good weekend. It's been awhile :)

2009-02-11T23:06:00.001+08:00

// Little Two //

On the eleven each month, she is a month older.

Today, my little precious turns two months.

At two, she is already 5.2 kilos, trying to be a sumo I guess.

At two, she started practicing holding her on bottle.

At two, she loves sleeping on her daddy's chest cause that

way, she finds it very comfortable and enable her daddy to doze off too.

At two, she started eating Heinz's fruits food. Healthy choice indeed.

At two, she started to babble a lot, communicating in baby

language respond to her Daddy's silly sounds very well.
And at two, she recognized her name and responding to my silly faces.

At two, she is progressing well. All that and so much more,

that we are pleased with it so far.

Anyway, happy turning two months old Marsya darling.

// She turned two months old and a big girl now :) //

// See, infact her cap is even smaller for her head. //

// This is really what I called comfort. //

// Both Daddy & daughter sleeping peacefully together. //

// Marsya am now dependent on herself. //

// Trust you, she sleep really well resting on her daddy's chest.
Try to lift her up, she'll cry out. //

// Marsya's a big big girl in her big big world.. Lol! //

Anyway, happy turning two months old Marsya darling. (",)

2009-02-07T00:43:00.003+08:00

// Sunshine through my window. //

So today - there isn't a conclusion really, not even a cliffhanger.
What is, is ; you can examine it a hundred times over and still
come to no answers. There's so much that I don't understand,
so much that seems like it should be explained, but at this
point they're things we have to realize for ourselves. Even the
questions can't be asked in words. So now lets put aside
those weekdays tight schedules and never ending datelines.

Now what left is exactly one more day to Marsya's big day. :)
And I feel that this weekend will be the shortest weekend.
So friends and relatives, do come over. We would love your
company on Sunday, though, and nothing else!
I can't wait.. I can't wait..

2009-01-30T17:34:00.001+08:00

// I can take it, still. //

Wah! Today was pretty restless beyond. I was feeling so

freaking unsettled. I wanna speak louder than words
to show you how I feel keep me runnin' wild. I even don't

know if this is real. Seriously, I can't wait to weekends.

I am so looking forward for it. Now, I just need to hold on

a bit longer. Thanks for the reality check anyway.

Clock continues ticking. Big day for Marsya next week. :)

I can't wait for it too. Of which, I am missing her a great deal

you know. So now, lets just look at her pictures ya.

Marsya's cheeky smile.

Mind you, that's Marsya in her daddy's knitted sweater hokey. Still in the run.

See, I just can't get enough of this girl with her sparkling big eyes.

Don't taken by only her cute looks, she can be fiercey at times too.

Marsya enjoys playing 'Peek-a Boo'.

Marsya look soo cute wearing dresses, really!

Isn't she lovely? And I can't wait to see more of Marsya,

her first step and soon, her first word will come. Right now,

I just want to snuggle her.

2009-01-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

// Lively. //

I am updating, finally!

I am here. I am still here,
with so many things to do and need to get done with.
And it's been a while since I last updating, leave this blog unattended
which Kamal claimed, an abandoned blog. Chett!!
As usual, have been busy with usual schedule and despite of my
laziness updating at night as my time usually filled up watching
Channel 8 nowdays. Yes, I can stay put watching it continuously for hours
until Dad always told me and my Sis to take up Chinese language.

Despite, I've missing out a lot from my sidekicks and girlfriends too.
Nokz busy with her final semester and her CF which nowdays got her
really busy eversince. (Cough, cough!) Wherelse Ana busy with her students
that almost takes so much of her times and balancing with studies later on.
Nabs, leaving again and settling in Dubai for another four months. Gosh!
Vee, just too busy with her final projects. Kamal with his usual stuffs,
moving around from one place to another with his big camera shooting
and spending mostly every weekend with his soccer match.
But no matter where on side of the globe they are, deep in the corner
of my mind, they're always there and I do know they're
doing fine, just good.

Even RH have been complained that it's so hard just to see me nowdays.
No worries, I'll make it up to him, to all my loved ones.

Likewise, beside busy with works, I spent the rest of the time catching
up with my little precious Marsya. Oh god, I just love her so much. It's
such a joy watching her grow. She's making sounds and noises in responding
to us. For instant, when she refuses to drink up the plain and clear water, my
Mum was saying, "Plain water tak nak minum eh". She responded,
" Aa'ahh.." We all were startled hearing it. Sweet..Sweet. Nice. There's
just too many little little things that makes pleased us. We're indeed blessed.
And I just can't wait to see more of Marsya. :)

However, I've managed to spend my times with the cousins.
We have been spending times together lately and haing such a
wonderful moments. I love you guys, too much!

And I must say that there's loads of pictures to upload.
I shall post it in the next entry.. I promised.

Till then, take care buddies.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS and GONG XI FA CAI!!

2009-01-01T18:04:00.009+08:00

// H.N.Y //

Happy 2oo9 dearest fellow people.
My resolution? Well, I believe that resolution are to be made everyday.
Improving yourself doesn't need to be annually.Sometimes may
take minutes but sometimes it may take a lifetime. But if we put
in effort, it could add up and you can be a better person in any field.
Either towards your work, studies, or towards people around you.
Thus, you have to apply it to your daily life. Yes, everyone have a
dream or their vision. And I believe in bringing mine into life.
So, live life to the fullest people May this year brings
happiness and peace to us.

// 30th December 2008 //

Yet another timeless moment with the beloved family,

cum celebrating Ireen's 11th birthday.
No big surprise. No big cake. No big presents.

Just a little gift for our dearest Ireen from the family with a big heart.
Indeed, it was a simple celebration and it's the least we could do for her.
Everyone was there and just everyone was yet so happy.

All along, I have known that I am very blessed to have such a

wonderful people around me. An unconditional love for the family.
We are extremely bonded. We celebrate almost every event together,
like birthday for instance. Despite hectic schedule that each of us have,
we will make it a point to be there for We keep each other close to the heart.
Now, forever.. Family matters. A lot!

I must say, it was a blast time with the family. :)

So here, take it away...

All in all,
One love :)

2008-12-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

// Ho..Ho..Ho.. //

It was raining the whole day, soft, light and cold.
I spend most of the time at home doing almost nothing. The
fact that I know I haven't been updating my blog cause for the
past entire days, I have been preoccupied with my niece, Marsya.
As it goes without saying, I purposely excuse myself from updating.

Just yesterday, I was strolling around CWP and unintentionally,
I walked out from Kiddy Palace with one bag of Marsya's stuffs.
Whereas I know very well that she couldn't wear it this soon.
Thus, I scraped the intention of buying her a boot from LittleFeet.
So it just show how addicted I am to her, and on top of that,
my Bro kept MMS-in and updating me about her daughter
for almost everynight. Hey wait, my hp is beeping,
I guess there's another picture coming in.

Anyway to my dearest friends, thanks for the well wishes for
Little Marsya. She's now recovering. Yes, recovering well.
You shall see her new look soon. :)

Till then, Jiggle Bells, people.. ('',)

2008-12-18T16:11:00.008+08:00

// Little Miss Sunshine. //

First of all, a good news. Little M has been discharged.
Alhamdullilah. Its really great to see her back home again.

Right now, Auntie M is back. Move aside Little M. I didn't know
this little niece of mine has interest in blogging too. Oh hoo,
seems that she wanted to share her fairytale stories and
secrets on my blogspace lah. Auntie need my privacy too hokey
darling. But if this could do you any good, by all means Little M.
You can have it. Have it!

Hokey, I guess its about time to introduce and make this entry
a special debut of Little M, my little baby niece.

Last Thursday, 5.59 am:

Marsya Ryana was born safely.
After so much waiting, on this very day, 11 December 2008,
everything paid off. I can never imagine the look on my face when
I saw my niece. It is amazing. Since then, I just couldn't take
off my eye on her. So this entry is a special debut of my
little angel, Marsya Ryana.

I shall leave you now with Marsya's pictures. Lotss!

Day 1:

Day 2:

Day 3:

Day 4:

And still many more to come. Lots more!

See, how can I possibly take my eyes off this girl. :)

2008-12-17T00:12:00.003+08:00

//As you are to me. //

Its 12am and I just cannot sleep.
The thought of Little M is saddening.
The thought of her being away from the loved ones is simply unbearable!

Seriously right now, I am contented by having her around and seeing
her almost everyday. And eversince SIL gave birth to Little M, I spent
most my time just to be with her. Honestly speaking, I am blessed
to have her. To be apart from her, it's just a dreadful feeling.

What matter now is for Little M to get well soon.
Little darling, please get well soon cause Auntie misses you so much!

You don't know how lovely you're to me darling. :'(

2008-12-15T14:09:00.004+08:00

// Little M in the house. //

Hie fellow bloggers...
I am Little M. ( I shall gave the job to Auntie M to do so.)
I was born on Thursday, 11th Dec 2008, weighing 3.18kg at 05:59 am.

Auntie said I am big, but to compared to everyone who came
and see me, I do not think so. I think Auntie's eye were
playing tricks on her. Since I am making my own debut at my
Auntie bloggie, I would like to seek this opportunity,
to thanks everyone who have make their way down to the
hospital just to see me and Mummy.

To my family for all the endless prayers, care and support during
Mummy was pregnant with me.

To my doctors, for the best gynae ever till I was delivered.

To my friends( do I have any?), bloggers and Auntie's friends,
thank you for the well wishes and prayers too.

And Auntie M, big thank you for letting me making my first debut
over at your bloggie. This is it!

Mummy have made it, and thanks to the one above, I am standing here.
And all of you too. :)

Mostly to Daddy and Mummy, thanks for your love, care and supports.
Daddy, thanks for fulfill my cravings too.

(Psst.. psst.. Shouldn't Mummy who suppose saying all this?)
I am just being a good daughter here and on behalf of her,

Thank you people!

Here a pictures of me.

Signing off,
Little M. ('',)

2008-12-06T22:57:00.009+08:00

// Allo Allo. //

Its been two days straight I had been going out.

Just now, we headed off to Sim Lim of which someone make a

fool of myself. Thanks eh! Btw, Im contented to get a new phone.

With my current hp's condition right now, I really should get one

soon. And Im attracted to E71 and also Sony Xperia. Which eh?

Which? Anyone to get it or me? Christmas gift maybe? :p

Anyway, SIL is reaching her 9 month pretty soon.

So surreal. Very surreal. Ok. lets not talk about clothes, as she

had been shopping a lot. We all, too. So, no more clothes for

Little M please! SIL had a feeling it could be lesser than a week left.
Seems that Little M can't wait to see the world huh. Despite,

Auntie M can't wait for that day my dear. :)

Just yesterday, we finally make a trip to Baby's Hyperstore

to search for the stroller. There were so many stroller that we

were so tempted to get. Infact Auntie M too, tempted with

everything. We managed to get one which we got it at a very

freaking good price. And the most exaggerating person that day

was my dearest Bro. Its true! Never mind the fact he's gonna

be a daddy, a parent soon. Finally we got all the baby's essential

too ready on the go. We just have to wait for Little M appearance.

Oh somebody is planning to go for holiday already huh.. Chett!

// The stores which is so soo pack. //

// Auntie M acting so curious. :p //

// Just too many. //

// Idah thought of getting one for herself too. //

// Bro wanted to make an appearance too. //

// See, now even a stroller need to be parking. //

Nevertheless,

" SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA PEOPLE .... "

2008-12-05T17:14:00.005+08:00

// Little unwell //

My past few days have been hectic and frustrating for me

eversince I got back. Things just get so crazy, living life gets

hard to do. I don't want to be angry no more cause you know, I

could never stand for this. But words are only words. Can't you

show me something else? Sometimes, I just need my own space,

all by myself, all alone. And somehow, I know I have screwed

everything and I'm feeling so devastated. For all of us are only human

beings, that have failed, have been unkind, have been betrayed.

We all have heartbroken before. I kept telling myself to cheer up.

Maybe Kak Nurul is right. The worst is yet to come.

Okay, now it just got me thinking...

I think what I need now is retail therapy for my little niece.

Baby Hyperstore maybe? :)

2008-11-28T01:11:00.003+08:00

// Tadaa //

Mizzle is away for short break.
Yayy!! Finally.

Anyway, thanks RH for the delivery :)

Take care people....

2008-11-23T23:33:00.007+08:00

// Cloud nine. //

// By other means, serene. //

So yesterday, was a good weekend with the beautiful
sunset over us. What a pretty pretty day. The sunset was
orange-pinkish and I get to see the rainbow too. I was smiling
each time drizzling rain and wind blow give me a kiss. The
only thought I had in mind was that I wanted to be there,
there witnessing the worthy few minutes of the daily event.
And the only thing that we missed is the kite. I want to
go for kite flying. I guess I really need to search for
one real soon. :)

We left with no choice but to use our lousy handphone to
capture the moment. As such, it give a lousy quality picture
as I didn't brought along my camera. Bummer!

// This boy is trying hard to capture the sunset, hoping the hp didn't die on him //

// Its been so soo long I last watched rainbow. //

// Its beautiful, isn't it? //

// orange and blue//

Anyway, life can be nice sometimes.
Thanks RH for the little sunshine. :)

2008-11-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

// it's like.. //

So today, I was in a weird mood disorder of sorts.
Was pretty sullen and quiet the entire day, in addition of piling
storyboards almost choked me. Felt great relief from giving out strong
vibes of wanting to be left alone and being granted that. Msn with Kamal
is always a good turnout. I wish we could be with each other on weekdays
instead of crappy old weekends where every street and corner is just
impossibly congested with every others who unfortunately also
has a place in this world.

Still, I have yet to upload those photos that we took during
the carnival last Sunday. Hopefully in my next post perhaps.

Anyway, happy weekend people ('',)

2008-11-14T14:30:00.008+08:00

// Nothing else. //

All I want us to met for a reason.
I want the reason to be important.
All I want it to be bigger than us.
I want it to take over us.
I want to forget. I want it to remember us.

You're the reason I believe in love.
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above.
All we need is just the two of us.

Happy turning one my dearest :)

2008-11-13T16:56:00.015+08:00

// Tick tock.. Tick tock.. //

The clock is ticking and the baby is coming.
Just yesterday, SIL went to another checkup and good news,
baby is progressing well and so does the Mummy. Alhamdullilah.

Anyway, this is my little niece at 34 weeks and weighing 2.86kg.

As you all already know, I am going to be an Auntie soon. Very soon.

Yayy!! Too overwhelming, I can say. As much as I can't wait to the

arrival of the baby you know.

Auntie just cannot wait to see you, little girl :)

2008-11-10T15:35:00.003+08:00

// Bring on the sunshine. //

" Two-day bustling carnival with exhilarating sea sports rides such
as banana boat, jet ski, powerboat, kayaking and many more!

Don’t miss the fun-filled game stalls and multiple food stalls with
lip-smacking munchies, hot meals and tasty refreshments.

A day of fun for all ages! Attractive Lucky Draw Prizes awaits YOU!

Come-on down with your family and friends and
join us for an exciting NAUTICAL adventure!

Date: Saturday & Sunday, 15 & 16 November 2008
Time: 10.00am - 6.00pm
Venue: SAFYC Sembawang Clubhouse
*Shuttle Service will be available to and fro Sembawang MRT Station."

( click here for shuttle bus timing)

SHUTTLE TIMING FOR SEMBAWANG CLUBHOUSE ON 15 & 16 NOVEMBER 2008

Despite being forced by Bencik to help him promote the

carnival and make work easier for him, I decided to post it here.

Save the work. Save the time. Save the energy.

So anyone who feels like coming over, do mail me or beep me up

for the tickets that's going for $10 only and I promise you will

have a great fun. Anyway, we would love to have your company for

the carnival, though. So do drop by for the sake of having fun,

nothing else. :)

p/s: Nok, you're not going to miss out the fun this time round don't you?

2008-11-06T16:34:00.010+08:00

// Almost there. //

Oh well, I'm practically bored at home.

Right now, I'm having a constant bad sorethroat and slight fever.

Besides, my body is aching. At once I'm feeling so so hot

and at times, I'm cold.

Now, there's nothing much I can do now besides sleep or lie down on the bed.

There's no way I'm going out though I wish to. Tv channels just don't

seem interesting at all. As I got nothing to do, I have been googling

for anything for the past few hours. I think I am restless.

On the lighter note, Veron said she got me a big giant scrapbook with

clean white page, where I can scribble all I might without having

to disturb hers, the kind I like best. And that sweet, Veron. :)

Speaking of which, I am looking forward for Man U big match

with Arsenal this Saturday. This gonna be a fight game I must say.

A tough match, for me and Rockhd too. Lets see who's gonna

gain the extra point here.. Hehe..

Till then, good evening people ('',)

2008-11-03T15:56:00.002+08:00

// Shadows in the rain //

We are still worried over so many things.
Our priorities, our desire, our needs and all.
You know something is close to your heart.
When you can't count it out of your mind over
it safely, it well being and its peace.

On the lighter note, Adek just left to China this morning.
Just don't come back here and bring melamine along with ya.

2008-11-03T01:55:00.002+08:00

// God made the world //

There are nights when the wolves are silent and only the moon howls.

2008-11-02T01:14:00.005+08:00

// teacher + manager = erer //

Today I accompanied Nokz to Bugis.

After getting the stuffs, we headed off to JCo.

While waiting for Rockhd knocked off from work,

we thought it would be great to chillout since its been quite

sometimes we last hangout together. Anyway, the donuts there

are simply soft, light and taste nice too. Yes, we did hv a good time.

Later on, Rockhd suggested if we could have our dinner over

at Machenzie. As it was too damn packed, we decided to go

elsewhere. As we can't tolerate the crowds at nearby PS and was sick

of fastfood, we finally settled at 'Pondok Jawa Timur' at The Atrium.

As it was our first visit, I was a bit skepital about the quality

of the food but they proved me wrong. Though the dishes come in

small portions, but I am telling you, the food was really good.

The sambal belacan is kick ass good and poweerr! Besides,

the place tends to be quiet and I like it that way.

Yes, its fully recommended. So guys, go and check the place out

if you feels like having Indonesian food fix.

Anyway, happy weekend people. :)

2008-11-01T02:05:00.002+08:00

// I'll see you there. //

It was only a sunny smile and little it cost in the giving.
But like morning light, it scattered the night and make the day worth living.

2008-10-28T15:20:00.007+08:00

// Moonshine //

So the weekend go exactly as planned.
Breakfast at Mc'D feels so good.
Dripping the maple syrup all over the pancakes.
And it feels so sogginess by the time it get to your mouth.
And its the best. Nonetheless!

Afterwhich, we went to the beach. The weather was light and soft.
Sunsets are so beautiful, that they almost seem as if we are
looking through the gates of Heaven. :)
You turned your head and smile at me. Sometimes the truth
didn't come easy and the heart didn't lie with a fight.

Anyway, yesterday was Aak's 21st birthday.
We thought we would have a simple celebration for him as
it was so difficult to have him around as he was way too busy.
As everyone was there and i can tell you his expression was
priceless and shocked when we suddenly sang out loud
a birthday song for him. And the cake came, and
its time to blow the candles, he blew it with all his might.
It really nice to see him so thunderstruck.The best part,
we bashed up the birthday boy too, in fact everyone i must say.

Another timeless moment.

It's definitely the sweetest past few days. =)

2008-10-21T17:25:00.003+08:00

// Life in highest power //

Life can be hard to deal with.
Life can be nice sometimes.

I embrace the fact that we get stronger over time.

2008-10-18T00:07:00.006+08:00

// sleepLESS //

Its 12am in the morning, i cannot sleep. So here I am.
I have nothing to do and been busy googling for anything
for the past one hour. I think I am restless. Anyway, just
yesterday, I've only managed to Grandma's place for Hari
Raya. Yes, You hear it right. Just yesterday.

Firstly, Grandma was here at my place on the first day of Raya together
with the others relatives. Secondly, we wanted to gather all the
other family members as Daddy was busy working and working shifts
sucks all times as it always clashes with the rest and Bro
was in camp too. When it comes to weekends, we could hardly
step out of the house as other relatives busy visiting. The only
choice left is weekdays. Still, yesterday we went to Grandma's place
without Aak around. And as usual Bencik was excited over his wall. :)

teardrops on my guitar

His creation

Bencik insisted that I took pix on his wall of fame.

My lovely granny ever :)

Me & Bencik. Btw, I've just realised that my hair is that long.

Wif Idah at nenek's wall of fame.

2008-10-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

// in a midst of the sunshine //

It's not always come easy.
But on some days, life can be nice sometimes.
And I'll be waiting to share this with you again.

2008-10-13T01:18:00.010+08:00

// The Three //

Last Saturday, it was suppose a Raya outing with the girlfriends.
Bummer. Last minute, it was left with just this three girls.
But hey, with only this three, we can still managed to make it always happening.
And with just the three of us, together we went to Bangkok.

Just the three, who make a roundabout crazily just to find the AIG building.
Just the three, who never fail pouring our heart out to each other.
Just the three, you will hear the music fills the air.
Just the three, who were just so attached wherever we go,
no matter what it takes.
And it just takes the three of us. :)

The three!

Izmah & myself.

Ana & Izmah.

Again, just the three of us.

See, how clitched we were :)

All in all, we glad we made our day.

2008-10-09T00:39:00.013+08:00

// kiddos goes to Raya! //

Hello people.. I am still here.
Been busy eversince Raya. And I know this is too late.
But who cares, Selamat Hari Raya to all.
Maaf Zahir & Batin. :)

Anyway, this Hari Raya was a meaningful one.
We had a gloring good time together.
Futhermore with my little rascals around, goodness!
I just love every bits and tiny winy of them. =)

Fateha & Acap

The Twins, Feera & Sheera.

The Sisters

" Quick snap the photos, we still got other photoshoot coming up"

Aireen & Acap. I can't believe they grow up so fast.
From a cute little chubby baby to a Big sister and Big Bro. :)
Please don't grow so fast cos I still don't have enuff of u little rascals.

2008-09-22T16:39:00.021+08:00

// Beats by night //

Last Saturday was a night well spent with the girlfriends.
We all headed to Seoul Garden for breaking fast together.
It really nice to see the girls again. The moment we met each
other up, it was always a blast time. We're laughing too hard.
We're way too loud. We're busy camwhoring ourselves.
You guys are the best. Just how can I not love you. :)
All in all, we're having a good time.

That's what fun is all about. =)
Wouldn't trade them with anything else in the world.

2008-08-29T23:26:00.004+08:00

// hurrah! hurray!! //

Bro went for his TP last Wednesday but SIL and I
were sick worried for him. On the brighter side,
he passed his driving license with just one attempt. How good.
Dad been nagging when will I complete mine. Phew.. Stressful.
Eversince that, he had been making quite numbers of trip around.
Omg! He need practices on his parking skills still.
No matter what it takes Bro, I will still go for the ride. :)

Anyway, SIL is reaching her 6th month pretty soon.
Alhamdullilah. I am just so excited for the arrival of the
little one. Yes, I'm counting down for that day hokey.
I think I have to start shopping for the little one real soon.
But then again, don't you think it still early to start buying
the essential for the little one? Or maybe SIL, wishlists please?
And, I am so not gonna reveal on the gender still.

Meanwhile, have good time guessing people. ('',)

2008-08-27T14:13:00.003+08:00

// 90 minutes to go //

Phew.. 9o min to the end of the convention.
So surreal. As long as I can make it for the next 60 min,
I am more than thankful. I am just so so happy.
And from the look of it, our dreams is coming true.

Anyway, the rain is pouring heavily outside.
How nice to have a afternoon nap right now, sleeping oh so peacefully.

Enjoy the wet wet afternoon people.. ('',)

2008-08-20T20:37:00.004+08:00

// sometimes you can't make it on your own //

Right now, things are going scattered. I don't know.
Thoughts begins to move, things remembered arrived at full gallop.
Whatever I said, whatever I did, I didn't mean it.
I wiped my tears away. I can do it, I told myself.
But then again, my forte is lying to me.
It really shuts me off. I feel lost. :'(
Lights, please guide me home.

On the lighter note, someone is coming back from Horsburgh today.
Oh man, I really missed him.

Hey, isn't it a nice date today, 20.08.2008.
Such a sweet date but such a tough day for me instead.

Anyway, have a good day ahead people.

2008-08-18T21:23:00.002+08:00

// Sent me an angel //

I was starring blankly infront of the comp and theres tangling feeling
appear from nowhere, taking me wander and mind running wild.

There's a wise man said, just raise your hand and
reach out for the bell. Find the door to the promised land.
Just believe in yourself. Here, this voice from deep inside.
It's the call of the heart.

Still, I couldn't find any answer... :(
Here I am in the land of the morning stars.
Oh God, will you sent me an angel.
Hmmm...

2008-08-18T14:56:00.004+08:00

//Very Belated Birthday//

It was night well spent and even better for Nok actually where me,
Ana and Salmi celebrated her, yesh her 22nd belated birthday.

This is little celebration and the least we could do for her after all
she done for us. She's truly a nice person. I can never see her lose her
temper, I can never see her raise her voice. That explain why I am a
good person too. :) All in all, we were glad we made her day.

2008-08-11T23:07:00.004+08:00

// The only one //

I was suppose to get the works done but I'm stuck with idealess.
But here I am trying to write the sweetest birthday entry
for the sweetest person in my life.

To the one that's not perfect to others but perfect to me,
To the one that laugh too hard whenever and wherever she is,
To the one that way too loud, making complete fools out of ourself,
To the one who loves and care for others all around her,
HAPPY TWENTY TWO BIRTHDAY DARLING NOKZ!!

Noor Izmah Ismail, you're so 2wenty Two already hor!

And to the only one, whatever I wrote here comes deep deep from my heart.
=)

2008-08-11T17:27:00.009+08:00

// The perfect tune //

Yes. That long I haven't been updating. Wahh..

Anyway, last Friday was Shafiq and Idah sweet 6teen birthday.
We thought we would have a simple celebration for them as it was
last min, everything that was planned was a chaos. However, we
pull through it. At the very last min too, Uncle was available.
Bro and SIL joined over as their trip to Port Dickson was cancelled.
Though most of the family members were not there,
we still had a good time.

We all headed to Pasir Ris Park. We booked 2 pits as we expected
theres gonna be big crowds. Mind you, both the kiddo's friends
itself were nearly ard 35 peoples that turned up. Luckily, Bro
was quickly enough bbq-in . It really nice to see Shafiq and Idah
so thunderstruck yet so happy on their birthday.

The best part when the cake came, and its time to sing them
a bdae song. The friends took out their hp and sang out loud the
birthday song they composed. It goes something like this,

" Happy B'dae to Idah. Bsok da besar.
O level nk dekat dah. Jgn lupe blajar lah.."

Sweet. Lol. When it time to blow the candle, Shafiq and Idah
was eager to blow it however the wind keep blown it away
until we give up on it. The another best thing I can tell you,
the expression of both kiddos was priceless after receiving
lots and wow gifts. After which, Shafiq was bashed badly
by his boys. Another timeless moment. Seriously, its a little
celebration for them is the least we could do and hope its a
memorial moment in their life. I am just happy for this little Bro n Sis.

So, lets the picture do the talking now. :)

// the invitation card //

// the moment //

// the joy //

// the friends //

// the family //

// the fun //

// the rascals //

See, it goes without saying. It was blast! :)

2008-07-04T00:28:00.003+08:00

~ High Five ~

Thank God for this little girl.
She keep us on the go.
She play with and laugh with us.
She loves and aggravates us.

Thank God for this little sunshine.
She are special as she can be.
She laugh like a sparkled splash of water in the sunlight.

Today, this little angel turned 5.

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR AIREEN SYAZWEEN "

2008-07-01T18:06:00.004+08:00

~ Double hurray!! ~

Hurray!!

How times past really fast. Its already 1st July.
And 13 more days to go. So people, please take note!
There's nothing much that I ask.

Nok, emicakes please.
Rizal, bonus please.
Bro, Lacoste sneakers please.
Sidekicks, Coach bag please. Or wristlet will do.

See, I didn't ask that much actually.
Not a diamond ring or even a Gucci bag.
And it please me even more if you were to fulfill my wish.
=)

Hurray!!

ERS money in today. Bling.. Bling.. =)

On the lighter note, I was thinking if I were to set up a multiply for
my accumulated photos or to stick with my photobucket. I got so
soo many pictures yet to upload and possible to post it on my blog.
Hmm.. It got me thinking still.

All in all, have a nice day everybody. ('',)

2008-07-01T14:34:00.003+08:00

~ Fly the good times ~

Magnificent.

It was a well spent hols with the girlfriends and even
better for the darlin Noks. You guys are the best.
As it was my first visit, I was a bit skepital about the safety,
the food, the environment furthermore with the political
issues recently and riots but damn, they proved me wrong.
We were welcome by a wonderful smile. :)

As this trip were a shopping trip, we didn't spent much time
exploring the historical places or monuments. We basically
spent most time splurging for our stuffs. I tell you, mostly all
the stuff are freaking cheap cheap and we still bargain for the
cheapest. And Ana was a good bargainer lah. She really bargain
like crazy. Of course we get it lah. Haha... Simply simple, we bargain,
they disagree, we gave the last bid, if yes, they think twice and finally nod
their head as ok, you got it. If not ok fine we go to other shop.
Ya, that simply shows how kiasu us typical S'porean can be.

Throughout the journey, I can say we really had a good
time there. And thanks to our dear friend, Yen.
She's just too good as to keep us accompany and make this
trip a remarkable experience down at her hometown.

On the the other hand, this badots Noks nearly missed the
flight back home and it was insanely moments for us.
Hysterically running like hell to catch up the flight as it was
already the final call. I can even shouted to the other passengers
to give way to us while running and even said to the immigration
crew to wait for us. Goodness, we were short of breathe and yes
we made it. The cabin crew were laughing at us and tell us to calm down.
If you were to video the dramatic anxiously actions of us,
I can tell you'll be laughing like hell.
Its such a disgraceful moment!! :/

However, we made it and safely back home.

And yes for those who can't wait for the pictures
don't worry I will uploads the pix next entry ya.
:)

2008-06-26T12:00:00.002+08:00

~ Zoom Thailand ~

Sawadee kha..
Chai.. Khun deechan pai Bangkok wan dee..

I'll be away for hols with the girlfriends.
Right now, I am feeling good .
I can feel the shopping spree all day long.
I can feel the sleepless nights together.
I can feel the excitement already.
And foremost, we gonna have fun.

Pray for my safety to n fro ya.
Bye people.

I'll come back with loads of good stuffs! :)

2008-06-24T15:09:00.003+08:00

~ holla.. holla.. ~

The weather is hot nowdays, so so hot.
How nice to have cool java chip frappuccino
with the choc chips and ice, topped with whipped cream
and choc drizzle. Walla!! Anyone to get me a frappuccino please?

On the light note, I just got my lappy back in good condition now. :)
Lots of research and designs to get going. Lots of photos to upload.
Aahah.. Speaking of which, I have not even go to AIG for the
insurance.. Another last min work to get done with. Duhh!!
But the good news is 2 more days for hols..
Yippie.. =)

2008-06-16T17:31:00.002+08:00

~In times..~

Mind start to wander far. The mind's filled with questions.
Since there's no more you and me
This time I let you go so that I can be free
and live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is,
I will be fine without you. Yes, I will.
Though its gonna hurt when it heals too.
It will all get better in time.

2008-06-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

~summertime~

I am just so happy.
And from the look of it, it's coming true.
Another magnificent day this summer. :)

2008-06-02T16:14:00.004+08:00

~ room trap! ~

By right I was suppose to fetch my cousin at the airport
and meet up fellows sidekicks when this thingy occurred.
I was alarmed the moment the door shuts cause I knew
I'll be trapped. I shout for help and all the other members
in the house were happily laughing at me especially mum.

She recalled the moment I was trapped in the room
back in my childhood. It was pathetic i tell you.
I'm crying insanely. I'm alone for hours waiting for my
dad to return home from work at night and I'm
locked in the evening you know.
Mind you, I'm only a little kid back then.

So back to yesterday, my sister and mum uses their
forces to break the doorknob. But still it doesn't help.
The doorknob's loose from outside and the lock
is jammed from inside. I find whatever sharp things
in the room trying hard to break it. Unfortunately
my dad's working and he's the only one that expert when
comes to appliances failure and stuffs. Mum insisted that
I wait for my dad to return from work at night. Hello!!,
that gonna be for hours I'll be trapped inside my room
without any gadgets around especially my hp. :)

Time waiting is really a torture. I even managed to sleep
while waiting being rescue. But finally, with the power of a
mother to rescue her daughter from being lonely and boredom
to death, she managed to safe me with the doorknob broken.
Thanks Mum. I knew you can do it.

And I promised to myself not to be trapped again
and have to be alone for hours all by myself.
I don't like to be alone. I hate to be alone.

So the moral of the story, always carry your hp with you
so you won't be that boring in case you being trapped again.

2008-05-27T15:58:00.008+08:00

~ up the sky ~

Cousin Nia had finally landed in Europe.
Early this morning, Shafiq off to Vietnam.
The day after, Ireen to KL.
Myself? Insyallah next month.

Ana and myself went to several travel agency recently
and we were stumped over the hols packages.
The only thing to get done with is met up the
other girlfriends and decide with the destination.

As such, I can't wait any longer..
The girlfriends can't wait any longer either.
We just couldn't hold any longer.
Hopefully, things will work out as planned.

2008-05-07T17:18:00.006+08:00

~ Still here standing ~

Apologies for the lack of update for long. Not that I have

nothing interesting to talk about but life's been busy

and especially now. As for now, I'm doing okay.

There's lots of things i want to do. Start playing Sims,

do something to my hair, make a trip to travel agency,

off to SSDC and lots of upcoming events that need

to be prepare. Hopefully I will get things done as planned.

On the other hand, big congrats to Abg Fazlin on his newborn baby boy!
:)

2008-04-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

~ still here, alive! ~

I'm terribly very sorry for I've been away for so
long and left this blog unattended. Life have been busy
and especially now. But I promised I make it a point to
keep updating this blog cause mizZLe's is back!!
Woohoo!!!

2007-10-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

~ Raya oh Raya.. ~

In a very very short while, we'll be celebrating Hari
Raya. It just less than 10 days people. So, done with
the preparations? Well, I'm done with just my room
yesterday. Finally.. That's the important of all.
But the rest I just can't be bothered. I've still yet to
alter my baju raya though peoples keep reminding
me of it. You see, all that I'm concerned is my room.
As neat and good I want it to be. Afterall, it's
where I got stuck all night. So I must make the best of it.
=)

________________________________________________

~ good old time ~

That aside, last Friday was another magnificent day spent
breaking fast with the girlfrens. Although half of them were
not there, however I can say everything turned up just great.

Its been too darn bloody long since we all last met.
But with just Syahidah, Ain, Izmah, Aishah and Kadik
around, we had a wonderful time together. The good part,
Syah ordered simply such a big spread of foods.
As if we having a big feast. We had 10 dishes for that night.
And definitely we all pull it off lah. Hahaha..

We then chill over at Starbuck for another great time.
And it is when everyone despite of me get hold of their
camera and started camwhoring around. Seriously I'm really
hitched with Ain's new gadget. Its freaking awesome.
And I'm considering to get myself a Nikon digicam too.
It gave youa stunning clear images. Of course the best part
is definitely a gossip time or shall I say girls talk lah.
This sounds rather sweet. Wakakaka.. Whatever it is,
we had a best time that all crazy lil things became great.
Nonetheless...

// the photographer, & I'm hitched with her cam! //

// Syah, Ain & Aishah //

// the foods //

// Walla!! Them.. //

// Us ... //

// " It was so great isn't it..? =) //
// chilling by the bay //

// fantastic four! //

Oh yes, I still yet to received the pictures from Ain.
And there's more to come.. ('',)

Till then, tadaa people!!

2007-09-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

~ Twenty First ~

" Happy 21st Birthday Dearest Amalia Syakirah "

May you achieve greater success in life and with
love and blessing coming with it, may you have
a blast birthday gorgeous...

2007-09-25T14:23:00.000+08:00

~ caught up ~

Apologies for the lack of update for almost 3 weeks
that I've been away and left this blog unattended. Not
that I've nothing interesting to talk about but life's
been busy and especially now, in month of Ramadhan,
and less in 2 weeks times, we'll be celebrating Hari Raya.

Right now, I want to do so many things. Do something
to my hair, get a new touch up for my room. Helping
Benchik out painting his crib. Breaking fast with my
fellow friends which I've been delaying it, get a new
Ps2 controller so that I can start playing Sims again.
And mostly I need to get a job since I've been
enjoying jobless a little which definitely not good
in the longrun. But apparently, crazy big things
troubling me up and needed a serious attention.
Seems that its gonna be the first priority now.
Kamal got it right that it's absolutely a power
corrupt.

Thats aside, yesterday, I dream about meeting up
with the 5A2 girlfriends. Hehehe... I guess that
I can't wait this Friday for the big day out.
Cya soon girlfrens..

Till then, have a good day people!!!
('',)

2007-09-03T16:24:00.000+08:00

~ Hush.... ~

Right now, the weather outside been pouring down
since afternoon. It was raining, soft and light and cold.
It seems a lazy day because I spent most of the time
up to now, at home doing almost nothing.

I just can't wait for tonight, the night ride.. Yay!!

Oh yes, its been a while since I last updated..
Currently, I'm bit busy with stuffs. Helping out Kamal
with his events, photoshoots, hanging with Veron and
mostly all with the sidekicks.

On the other hand, my twin nieces was admitted to
hospital due high fever and slight infection on the lungs.
It just breaking me down seeing tubes inserted to
them and mind you, they were only 6 months old.
That hurts me. I hope and prayed for their recovery
and longing to see their smiles, their laughter,
their sparkling eyes. Mostly, all about them.

And now, I really miss my twinies.

Before this tears streaming down, I better get going.
I can't wait.. I can't wait any longer...

2007-08-16T01:29:00.000+08:00

~ Over and over... ~

I realized I missed a day.
Watch my life pass by me.
But I'm too wrecked to care anyway.

That aside, my cousin, Nadia called up saying that
she'll be away to Hong Kong later at 4am this morning.
She even mention she'll be going to Disneyland there
during their second day. Chetts!! While other cousin,
Shaida, just got back from Phillippine days ago.
How good can it be to travel around huh.
Just wondering when will I get mine.

But most importantly, my other cousin, Nazeer
admitted to TTSH as he injured and fractured his
collar bone during training just now. Things just
got unpredictable today. Seems it's a bad karma.
RH, injured himself too today. Yes, he got into an
accident in the afternoon. Luckily he's not badly
injured. But I can say, it's such a tough day.
It just too many things happened at one go.
Hush.. Hope things will get better tomorrow
and the next. Turning the grey sky into blue.

Till then people, Good Morning!!!

p/s : For Man U fans, lets hope for victory on our side later on. :)

2007-08-14T16:22:00.000+08:00

~ Little things that count ~

Last Saturday, I made a small surprised party for
my sister and Shafiq on their belated 15th birthday.
With the help of Nia and my aunts, we held the
party over at my place. Everything turned out good
thou it's really a last minute plan. As it is, I managed
to grab the cake at 9pm. Poor Shasha, couldn't
be around with us.

In the afternoon that day, I 'm off to Nia's place to
get things done. Or should I say, I attempted to
make fruits tarts. The tarts was bit lifeless with
little apricots glaze. Well, it was my first attempt
thou. In total, I made 2 rounds of the tarts. On the
first half, I was so eager as I nearly uses up all the
cocktails, forgetting that I still need it for the
other half later. Prior to that, I have to
remove those fully loaded cocktails to the save.

Well, however seeing everyone enjoyed the tarts
and infact my sis urged me to make more of it.
So I can say, it still tasted pretty good. Haha..

And the highlights of the evening came in
when the 'mummies' sang the birthday song in
their own rendition. Pretty sorrow but in delightful
tune thou. It cracks us up. Seriously.. Anyway, here
comes the detail of the day. :)

// Their 15th birthday cake //

// The birthday's babe & hunk //

// Their time waiting is a torture, I tell u. //

// The hunk enjoying his foods //

// Time to finish up the good foods //

// Great time everyone :p //

// The rascal clowns of the night //

// Mini fruits tarts //

And as always it goes without saying,
we all had a great time.. lovely..

2007-08-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

~ Don't you think we are so blessed? ~

// Here comes the life... //

// As night fell, it was really great... //

First and foremost, I'll to wish my homeland
and my dearest sister, Idah on their birthdays
thou this may be bit late.

" Happy 42th Birthday, Singapore "
and
" Happy Sweet 15th, Brown "

// Happy sweet 15th, dear brown. //

As it goes without saying, we all loves you a great deal.
=)

2007-08-08T17:12:00.000+08:00

~ At last.. 080807 ~

A big shout out to my cousin, Shafiq.

" Happy 15th Burstday Black! "

Like finally you're now 15.
A big boy now ar Brother. Hahaha..
Baru nak dapat Ic eh... Tsk..Tsk...
Hey, you still have a long long way to go lah cousin.

With lots of love coming with it and may god blessed you always.
Insyallah. Amin.

2007-08-08T03:27:00.000+08:00

~ Look what you have done.. ~

By right I could've been sleeping already at
this late hour. But my eyes just couldn't shuts
off. Whatsmore Rizal's incident keep me awake.

Bro, we nearly lose you and we wouldn't bear it.
Believe that life is worth living, and your belief
will help create the fact Bro. It isn't life that
matters, it's the courage you bring to it even
it battles hard. Most importantly, it's not the
end of the road. Always remember that others
do love you in a way. The fact, there's always
us, with you and will always be.

A part of you have grown in us. We do love you Rizal.
You know, it's a long world and tomorrow
will be a new beginning.

Anyway, Good Morning Everybody!

2007-08-06T18:49:00.000+08:00

~ Green crowds attack.. ~

// the green attacks just begins... //

Last Saturday, Lil brother book out from camp.
Her sister was so absolutely excited.
Her sister was so patiently anxious.
Her sister was so insanely normal.
Her sister wanted to prepare something for him.
And her sister decided to cook specially for him.

Meet Nok over at Cwp before we headed down
to Sheng Siong. Maybe Nok was right, I miss Bro
so much that I mistook someone for him. Gosh!

From the side, this fella resembles really like him.
I walked towards him anxiously and leaving Nok
behind. l almost shout out his name. By then, I
was standing right infront of him and trust me,
it was so damn embarrassing moment of all.

He's a Chinese fella named Wong.
That fella was looking aimlessly at me.
To cover the embarrassment, I pretended to
point elsewhere. And I was lucky, bus 913 came soon
enough and I dashed towards it instead of taking 911
which took much more shorter route. Nok was laughing
her best at me. We then broke into greater laughter in the bus.

That aside, back at home, I made Fish & chips
and spegetti. Bro was already at home when
I came back. Beside Shasha and Nia were there too.
Thou things didn't went out exactly as planned but
yesh I can say that everything turned out just great.
:)

Most importantly, it's sweet little things to remember.

2007-08-03T00:35:00.001+08:00

~ Can't stop the things we started. ~

I don't remember how we happened to meet each other.
I don't remember who got along with whom first.
All I can remember is all of us together...

My fella sidekicks, remember we all stumble,
everyone of us. That's why it's a comfort to
go hand in hand.

See, how lucky I am to have known someone
who was so hard to say goodbye to.

Nonetheless, you all loveth at all time rascals. ;)

Hey, seriously, I mean it.

2007-07-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

~ A good Sunday Morning ~

Was suppose to have breakfast with the cousins.
Since we mit up late, we had lunch instead.
Its been quite sometime that we last sit down
together for a meal.

This is something about us. Whenever we sees
each other or out together, there's always a
laughing gas among us and most importantly,
everyone will busy camwhoring no matter
where we are. Either in the busy streets,
void deck, corridors, stairways and even
in the toilets. Good stuffs to do.

Shaida were badly teased by us just now.
So very the " merah makngah ".
If there's a bull around, I'm sure she
would have been attacked aggressively.

Sis joined us later after her religious class.
The cousins were smiling away seeing her.
So very the sopan gitu. Padahal.. Padahal.
With the five of us combined forces,
the entire KFC was loud with our voice
especially Nia. Gosh, you should hear
her big loud laughter. Wakakaka.....

We had a great time together although it's
only for a short while. Seriously, we did.

Meanwhile, the crappy cousins.

// Nia, idah & Shaida //

// me with the 2 siblings //

// she and me //

// smile like you mean it //

// say, cheese fries.. //

Till see you again this Friday girls.
Lets us have another blast.
=)

2007-07-22T01:07:00.000+08:00

~ The night ride I treasure ~

We started out tough but we do it very well.
We had a wonderful day. Yes, we did.
Mit up with the sidekicks over at Marina and
we decided to catch for a movie. So we watched
Invisible Target. Overall, it was excellent show.
The fighting was so brutal enough. I like it.. I like it..

As our stomach is growling, we headed to Lau Pa Sat
for dinner. Rizal joined us over. So when the five
insanely rascals settle down, i can say, we were
LOUD. Yes, so loud. We had a seriously big feast.
Kamal open table lah.. Yay! William is one big
freak guy who making a fool out of himself.
I pity Veronica for having him as her guy.
Hahaha... He simply driving us nuts.
And Kamal was another idiotic rascal
whereby I've to snatch away his PSP
and fancy ignoring us as he busy
concentrating on winning the game.

We make full use of our outing. We spent each
min and sec wisely. We went to Marina South Pier
right after as suggested by Rizal. I was yay!!
Seriously the place was so nice. So romantic.
The bluish lights, damn so beautiful...
For those couple, you better don't left out this place.

We make our way to the benches near the jetty,
the sight of traveling boats thro and fro.
With the sound of the seawaves in spite of
the quiet night make it even more pleasure.

I left them behind and enjoys the view.
So serenity. But when I turned around, the
rascals are out of my sight. I'm a bit puzzled
myself and look for them around. Still, i didn't
see them. I'm just afraid if they might left
me here and how am I suppose to get home.
I called them up but they didn't answer my call.
So I suspect they were playing on me.

My hand keep on dialing their numbers as
I make my way to the car to check if they still
around. Yes, the car was still there but there's no
sign of them. I was so freaked out I tell you.

Somehow, I feel secured knowing that they are
still around. I sat next to the car and switched on
my mp3 on my hp so the night wouldn't be so
quiet. And out of nowhere, these four rascal
appear. With them a cute cake and fancy them
wearing the party hats, singing out the birthday
song aka belated birthday suprised to me.
I was shocked like hell.

Yes, they were madly laughing at me. Bloody
fool you rascals. But hey, I'm overwhelmed by
them you know. Kamal played again the 'Dancing
in the Moonlight' songs and guess what, we all
dance together to the song like nobody business.
Thou our moves is practically out of tune, making
twisted rounds and knocked each other out, I bet
we had tremendously wonderful time.

Seriously, this was great. We had fun.
Indeed it was a blast night. After tiring workout
dancing, we were staring at the stunning cake
and we indulge ourself to the heavenly double
chocolate cake and it feels so good.
Nevertheless, this night is irreplaceable people.

And fella sidekicks, thanks for the wonderful night.

Love you rascals!

2007-07-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

~ Mummy, its over ~

Last Saturday, the candle factory burned down.
Everyone stood around and sang 'Happy Birthday'.

And I can say that things turned out just great.
Finally 21, and I'm legally to do everything I've
doing since 16. How horribly good is that. Hahaha..

To be precise, Mum throw a surprise party at
the very last minute and I was kept in the dark.
Mum was not feeling well that day but still she
carried out with the plan. She cooked spreads of
really good foods. I thought the party just within
the family itself but at night all my relatives
came over. It's so packo. Little cousins were
busy playing with each other and were so loud
especially Dinie. Mum and the rest of the aunties
were occupied in the kitchens. The guys out
loud watching soccer whereas the girls stuck
in the room annoying each other.

It doesn't complete when Dad and lil Bro was not
around. But somehow, I'm not expected Bro and SIL
to turned up as both were not feeling so well. It
brighten me thou. I knew Bro wouldn't want to
miss out the fun furthermore it's his sickening
sister's 21st birthday. Hehehe..

On top of that, what a birthday without presents
right, besides the must have birthday cake. Thou I
don't demand for the presents and at 21 of age, I
feel odd to receive presents you know. Ya, to think
back, out of the 364 days when you might get
un-birthday presents and only one day for
birthday presents. And mind you, by now
I've yet to open up the presents.

To sum up the day, I really had a smashing
time on my birthday. Yes I really do.
I really thanks my parents for making things
happened. In fact to all for making it a blast.

To dearest Nok who spent time with me
yesterday, we had great time together.
Thanks for the Gap shirt hor. I loike so much, Nok!

Lastly, bits of the splendid moments I had.

// that's my cake //

// the goodies for the little ones //

// the bdae girl with Nabilah //

// me, yaya & shasha //

// just us without Dad n Lil Bro //

// Hurrah.. Hurray.. //

// sharing the cake with the granny //

// me, nadia, yaya & dinie //

// Lastly, crappy tiring us //

Anyway, thanks people for giving it a blast.
The wishes, the gifts, the fun time together.
Definitely, it's gonna be the best. Nonetheless!
:)

2007-07-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

~ lets countdown together.. ~

The day's approaching soon.. Really soon.
In less than half and hour.
I can't wait. I can't wait..
How time flies really fast nowdays.

Meanwhile, Happy Friday the thirteenth, people.
('',)

2007-07-12T23:23:00.001+08:00

~ Long Overdue.. ~

Holla everybody... Oh, I'm still survived.
Moving here and there and now I'm back to where
I've stopped. I know I haven't updated for quite
sometimes. Just preoccupied with stuffs.
Things been quite okay. Yup. still okay.

So, lets see what's the latest news about me.

Despite from the busy daily chores, I'm tied
down with stomach pains that is so unpleasant
discomfort at all. It drives me sick. Other than
that, I miss my sidekicks fella n bestest.
Seriously I am.

Lately, received news from elder bro this morning.
Upon hearing the news, my eyes scalded with tears.
My deepest condolence to him and SIL. Oh god, this
must be really hard on them. Bro tried to be strong
in front of everyone, putting his sorrows away but I
know deep inside him, he's feeling really really down.

The sudden disappointment of hopes thorns them down.
Leaves them a deeper meaning. But I do believed that this
elder brother of mine is strong enough to pull thro the
hard times. Yes he will. And definitely, I believe that 'HE'
will gave them a brightest blazes of unexpected sparks.
Insyallah. Hoping SIL will recover soon.

On the lighter note, lil bro will leave, giving his
commitments fully serving to the nation. I bet he must
have the hard time in there. Whats more posting
in the Infantry unit. All the best lah bro. Nevertheless,
I'm sure will be missing him. Yet down another one.
:'(

That aside. Just a little reminder to Nok dan
sewaktu dengannya, to prepare whatever necessary
comes this 14th July. Wakaka... You owe me ar darling.
Hokey, this is shameless. Yes, I know.
But what the heck hor.

Oh man, that number seems so BIG to me.
But I rather excited at the same time though.
The day is coming really soon people. ;p

Till then, live life to the fullest darlings.
And take extra care of yourself everybody.
Taadaa...

2007-06-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

~ They hit it ~

// my darling sweetheart, Feera, Sheera & Aireen //

They kindled up my life..
They are such a lovely little sweetheart.
They gave me the brightest blazes of happiness.

Time flew really fast as much as I realized,
the twinies seems more adorable. Oh sweetheart,
please don't grow up so fast cause Aunty M
doesn't seem have enough with you people.

And right now, I can't lie to myself that how terribly
I miss them. Soon enough, I might visit them one of these days.

My darling nieces, as you only know that Aunty M
miss you a great deal. Yes I am!

My goodness, I really really do.

2007-06-16T15:02:00.000+08:00

~ Hurray... Hurray!!! ~

It's kinda late to post about this but it never too late
either. The outings with the family turned out just as
great. We having so much fun right from the start.

Starting off spending 2 days at SAF Yatch Club.
It was a blast I tell you. Most of the time off shore.
With all kinds of sea sports like sailing, kayaking,wind
surfing and wake boarding too. The cousins merely
enjoying themselves with jet ski and that banana boat.
Plus that powerboat ride is damn power lah.

Most importantly, the sweet part is that, while others
need to pay $3 for each ride on all sea sports, and just
how much it will costs them if they were to try all the
rides. But we have it for FREE instead. Yes, absolutely
free. How good can it be. While others have to stopped
their rides, activities, we continues with ours.
Thanks to dearest Benchik, my lovely uncle.

Meanwhile talking about banana boat ride, the
cousins were laughing madly upon seeing how hysterically
loud I was while riding that. Beside, Benchik,speeds up
the boat and purposely capsizing the banana boat in
the middle of that open big sea. And its damn
freaking man! Gheess!! Only god know how phobia
I was in that sea water, the big ocean, the waves.
But I pulled it off hokey.

I don't give a heck when those pathetic cousins
of mine kept laughing their lungs out at me. Shasha
couldn't help herself up when see my stupid ugly
anxious reaction in the water. That time, I felt that's
gonna be the end of me as I really had a great fall.
And mind you're so lame Shasha!

Till then, after being rescue and I decided to
join my uncle over on the boat, he gave me a
sarcastic smile. Wokey, I knew I look like one big
freak down there while the other cousins continue
their second ride. On the brighter side, I got a chance
to ride the the boat craft. Woohoo.. All you need is to
have a good control of the boat. Then, at night we
celebrated Teh's birthday with fireballs and along
the beach. To sum up the day, I can tell you, it's awesome!

And last Wed, we had another outing to the Zoo.
Yes, I've always wanted to make my trip there
as it has been 14 good years since last I went there.
All I can say, mostly, it changes quite a lot. The
surrounding is now more spacious till my leg's aching.
Despite from the enjoying the wildlife, we had
splendid time over at the Children's World Play Land.
Omg!! It was fun time..

Oh ya, btw, I met up with my old friend who's
working there. He's my pri school friend.We
were shocked to see each other as its been ages
since we last met. And for those who watch Danielle
on Suria, he's in the band. The drummer and yes,
it's Ashri or whom we knew him as Dani. :p
We did exchange no. And I can see that constant
smirk smile on Nok's face.. Ahahahckss.. ;)

Besides that, we had only a glimpse of the animals show,
The wild of wonders as its started to rain. Oh, why
it has to rain when I'm enjoying the full view of the
show mainly. Cause you know why, there someone
who catches not only mine, but OUR eyes. He was
there standing right in front of me and I wanted
to snap his photo but it would make it seems
really obvious thou. Or perhaps Ashri might knew him
and help me out with this guy name, Shah :j
HOkey, this sounds not so good huh.
Which of course, I won't do it lah.

At the end of the day, we were all beat tired but it was
great! Absolutely wonderful time with the love ones.

As I have yet to received the pictures from Nok on the zoo
outing, I will post it in my next entry ya.

Till then, enjoy your weekend peoples..
('',)

2007-06-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

~ Day 2 ~

Another day spent with the kids was fun.
Dinie, the PAU boy. Nabilah, she's actually
a talkative girl despite of her shyness.

Natasha, who loves being cuddle was a sweet one.
And Nadia, you left out the fun lah girl.

But I must say, we had a great time together.
Yes we did.

// Nabilah getting started on her creativity //

// Her final touch :) //

// Them! //

// With the little one. //

// She grown to a cute chubby little girl.. Yes she did. //

On the other hand, Kamal just called me up.
And it made me realized how terribly I missed the sidekicks.
I promise you guys a blast on our next meet up. :)

Not forgetting, Nok, when our next date?
=)

2007-06-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

~ long,gleaming,perming,steaming,blonde... ~

I think it's about time I must do something
to my hair. I've been wandering for quite
sometime. And I've made two waste trip
down the hair salon recently.

Initially having the intention of trim it off,
browsing the magazine for the new hairstyles,
getting some tips from the hairstylists but
in the end, I walked off the salon. I must say
that they might freaking pissed off with me.
Hahaha.. But I don't give a damn lah.

At one point, I wanted to chopped it off
but at the same time, I still want to keep it long.
See, I'm such a fickle minded. There I go again.

So people, help me out..
Should I get a proper haircut or just keep it as it is?

Or maybe this might help..

Should I get a good trim or...

preserved this long hair of mine..?

So, which suits me better people?

2007-05-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

~ infinitely blue ~

I was astonished with the wonderful creation here.

I really love to look at the clouds.
The sunset, stars, moon, the greenery or
infact all creation of the nature I must say.
That's why I always choose scenery or nature
on my painting back then in secondary school
during Art lesson. And my dearest Nok knew
it was my forte. So if we do came across
or need to do something about nature,
I'm the happiest person. Indeed, we've
actually did talked about this during
our last outing. Hahaha..

Now I begin to miss the brushes, the palette
that full with colors, the flowerish pink apron,
the stokes, the gloss and well said, I miss
painting. I guess I should took out my toolbox
and canvas sometimes these days.

Oh gosh, I'm so missed those Art class
back in 5A2. Those holds a beautiful and
irreplaceable memories. The big panels,
the corridors, the bird cage, the big
window, the gigantic ants crawling up
the stairs, the goddess's house. Not
forgetting the Campbell's soup too.

But most importantly, we will firstly
grabbed on the foods and tidbits that
Mdm Norlita supplies for us everytime
before we start with our work. And mind
you, we're all good at finishing up the food
rather than getting our hands on with
our work. Eat more and work less.
Which that explains why we love to
spent our time after school at the Art
room. Wink! Afterall, at the end of
the day, we all do get good grades
for our Art hokey!

On the other hand, I've trying to look all over
everywhere for my art class picture.
The last day of our O level exam. Just
where the hell I placed them. I'll look
for it again. Meanwhile, here our last Arty
class reunion dinner pix thou not all were there.

The bunch of Arty peoples..

p/s : Hey people, for those of you whom
doesn't appreciate nature, here some tips for you.

Study nature, love nature, stay close to nature
and I bet, it will never fail you. =)

Till then,

Good morning people...

2007-05-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

~ uncertainty thought ~

" I just realized that there's going to
be a lot of painful times in life, so I
better learn to deal with it the
right way.. "

The moral imperative was so complicated.
Goshh!!

I must get going..

Good night everyone!!

2007-05-17T16:32:00.000+08:00

~ Broken smile ~

Its been quite a while that I went away
and I've come back with unexpected news.

Rain was pouring down heavily outside.
It's definitely perfect time snuggling under
the blanket and sleep. But the chest's pain
doesn't give me any comfort. As I was lying on
my bed staring blankly at the ceiling, suddenly
my mind's starts to wander far. My mind's filled
with questions. Why this? Why that? My mind's
recall all the old memories. The memories that
is definitely irreplaceable. As it got me thinking,
tears come streaming down my face. I've lose
something that I can't never replace. My only
grandfather had just passed away on 14 May.

It really breaking me down. Indeed I'm
seriously in deep grief. Its hard to handle
the truth that he has gone forever.

Sometimes, these periods can often be a
great teacher for us. It's understood and
owned. In any engagement with death, our loves
ones especially, it gave us the opportunities to
deeply examine our lives, to explore what we
have done and not done and to decide what we
wish to do in future. We got the opportunity to
revised or alter the path have taken to take
new choices, to begin a new.

As event of our life is essential, I guess we should
make full use out of it. Cherish the times and
value of what we owned either towards our
loved ones, parents especially, family's and friends.
Treasure every seconds with them cause things
in life is unpredictable and you can't afford to
bear the pain once you lose what you have.
And it is when, you feel regret all your life.

Oh god, please give me strength.
I tried to wiped my tears away.
I told myself that I can do it.
But then again, my forte is lying to myself.

"To my dearest late grandfather, I'll
prayed for you. May you rest in peace.
Semoga roh-mu ditempatkan dengan
orang-orang yang beriman. Amin.
Al-fateha."

2007-04-27T17:36:00.000+08:00

~ The Good Old Times ~

I'm sure that time moves as the same pace
that it always has, and yet it constantly surprises
me by how swiftly it passes. Those memorial,
emotional, unconditional moments that ever crossed
in our life. Up to this point, how we wish we could
assume that we come to be in living each day like it
was the last. Or maybe some of you don't ever
wants to be in the past again. How you wish you
could escape that part of your journey and hoping
not to overcome it again due to some circumstances.

As for myself, if only I could turn back time, I want
be in my childhood days back again. Its the bestest
moment in my life before everything changes once
I stepped to my teenage life. Its totally a different
story. A new chapter recorded then. Yet, its all part
and parcel of life. I really missed those time a great
deal. Up to now, I do still cherish my life of course.
Given a wonderful families and great friends
around me, I've consider myself lucky.

Speaking of which, last weekend is yet another
incredible time with the families.

/ Shasha sweet 16th bdae party /

It was tremendously a great fun together.
Spread of good foods, colorful yummy cupcakes
from Abg Sham by Indulge, dancing queens at night,
hilarious kiddy, cutey Danial, Nightmare in the house,
bunch of healthy peoples, woopsie! And foremost,
the crappy cuzzy swings around madly besides
the sweet birthday girl :)

See, there goes the good old times that passes by so quickly.
I'm hoping of this quality time more often.

Oh ya, there's one more party at ECP with
Elder Brother and SIL's family tomorrow. Yayy!!
Knowing my condition, he claims that I must extremely
get well as not to spread the virus around or anything
happen like I go blackout suddenly. Chett lah you Bro!!
That sounds really sarcastic hokey..
Lets pray I'll be fine tomorrow k peoples.
So I can resist the temptation of the durians afterall.
Yummyy :p

2007-04-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

~ Spinning Around ~

Holla... Hollaaa everybody!!!

I've come back with a bad news..
The news is that I'm super duper SICK!
Obviously this is not a good start..

My past few days was hectic I must say.
Apparently, I'm down with poor health.
Yes, seriously bad. My temp rise up to
39.5 degree. I'm totally restless, I fall down
and almost fainted. Right now my cough is
getting worst. Worst come to worst,
I've the inhaler ready. Definitely this is really sick!

Whats more, Mum bought lots of Durians,
my favourite. It's so tempting I tell you.
I can't resist the temptation and kept smelling
at it. Seeing my brother enjoying the durians,
I felt like having a bit, a mini bit. But I don't bear
to take the consequences if anything happens.
Furthermore, I'm having throat infection.
Dammit!! So I let it go this time round.
Just wait till I get well, I would go up to
Geylang just to have my Durians.

On the brighter note, I've received quite a
good news lately. Finally, my younger brother
received his NS letter and I'm proud to know that
he got enlistment to Army. Its okey not to
abg2 Polis and definitely its
a yes yes bye bye to Bomba! Yayy!!
Suker Kakak dier nie! Wakaka..

Besides that, my cousin, Adek got offered
to join Home United team under 14. Its
really good for him as it has been his passion
in football. So I guess this maybe a good
start for him. If you reading this Adek,
we really proud of you hor and will always
give you full support. Do make it happen hokey.

But most important, elder brother bought us a
LG DVR/DVD recorder. It has 8 in 2 memory
card slot. Woohooo... Save my budget, cause I
thought of getting one. Since now I got it,
I can always record Prison Break series. Hurray!!

Actually, there lots of things that I wanna
share with you peoples. But since my coughing
doesn't give me any comfort, besides it gave me a
chest pain, I might just continue in my next entry k.

Till then people,
do take a good care of your health
and stay healthy wokei...
Take care everbody!